A Breathe of Fresh Air

I have realized in the closing days of the year, just how intense 2024 was for me. Our family underwent a few significant changes. Nothing bad, and certainly much to be thankful for. But these changes brought challenges that I could not hold at arms length. It has been a lot to process, spiritually, emotionally, and practically. Again, all things for which I am thankful. But from changes in my weekly routine to our family life, it was just a lot.

In all the newness that I was adjusting to, things got messy. For me in my personal life. I felt like I was tumbling from one thing to the next. Seemed like my heart was in neutral. Like I was in the fog. I felt jammed up, stuck, boxed in. 

More than that, something was off. My hope, and joy were flat. My attitude was ... lacking. I know I can be a slow processor. By nature I am resistant to change. But how could I shake all this and get back to "normal"? 

Round about the end of November 2024 I realized that yes, I had a lot going on, but there was a fundamental, underlying issue. It was my daily Bible reading. The rhythm of my quiet time had been disrupted. I had drifted into devotional chaos! Bottom line: through a series of events and responsibilities I was no longer on a daily Bible reading plan. I know better = an understatement! 

I will say, the Lord stood by me though 2024. He continued His mercies and faithfulness to me. He gave me good things to listen to and sweet encouragements from dear friends. There were special times together with family and significant spiritual breakthroughs. Amazing grace!

Having now been reading the Word and praying the past four mornings in the same place at the same time has been a breathe of fresh air. I truly feel at peace in my Lord. Like we turned a page, Him and I. A fresh start. A new beginning. Again! Still. 

I know this week has been unusually quiet. The busyness will start to ramp up again very soon. But you know, I feel ready for it. Grounded and equipped. I am actually looking forward to some of the very situations that have been challenging for me. My circumstances have not changed. But by the grace of God, I have.

Truth is, I have been well-acquainted with the words of Jesus in John 15:5 for a long time:

I am the vine and you are the branches. Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is who bears much fruit, for apart from Me you can do nothing.

Oh yes, how true that is. I did have a lot of me to deal with lately. :( But the flipside is just spectacular! :)

I can do all things [which He has called me to do] through Him who strengthens and empowers me [to fulfill His purpose—I am self-sufficient in Christ’s sufficiency; I am ready for anything and equal to anything through Him who infuses me with inner strength and confident peace.] (Philippians 4:13 AMP)

Be encouraged my friends. Abiding in Christ really does bring His grace to bear in our weaknesses and challenges. It all starts with reading your Bible and praying every day. It's that profoundly, supernaturally simple!